AzEaNLoVe....

If only i could go back to the past..

2010-04-28T08:06:00.000+08:00

Everything seems to change.

Everything didn't last long.

Happiness last for a moment.

Or is it only me?

Is this what happen when wrong decision made?

If only i could go back to the past.......

>I hate this feelings<

Me.

2010-04-07T07:46:00.000+08:00

The first picture was taken in the year 2008, i'm 18 years old.

The second picture in the year 2007, i'm 17 years old.

This Picture taken in the year 2009, i'm 19 years old.

This was taken this year 2010! Me, 20 years old.

So, which do i look the best?

tee hee hee

lost..

2010-04-07T05:18:00.000+08:00

Sometimes things went wrong in life.

That's were the phrase comes about "expect the unexpected".

I never want and never wish things to be like this.

I never want to lose what i have lost.

People changed and same goes to me.

I will always regards them as my sister no matter what.

Too many things happened.

Me, myself speechless.

I'm just hoping for the best for everything.

Blood sisters to change and think for themselves.

Work goes smoothly without any misunderstanding, conflicts or clicks.

School goes smoothly too.

Will be trying to be in school on time.

Will find a time to meet all the beloved ones.

Raihan Hazwani

Syazwani

Atiqah Eqah

Hanaffi

Fadhli

Eleena

Dee

Zee

Fila

Liyana

Afiqah

Gifts on birthday..020210

2010-04-07T04:55:00.000+08:00

I have not been updating for quite sometime.

It's due to work, have to earn more to finish up debts and for my own expenditure.

Celebrated my birthday with fellows starbucks partners.

Here are the presents that i received from beloved friends..

Eleena

Fila Naomi

Afiqah

Liyana

Thank you all of you!

New love journey..

2010-03-09T13:19:00.000+08:00

My new love journey with him..

Hairi..05 april 1984..

Azean.. 02 february 1990..

Haizyan.. 05 march 2010..

@ 05:03 am..

Jurong medical clinic..

2010-03-01T09:57:00.003+08:00

appointment have been scheduled on 31st december. I have been deferring it till today.

Thanks to myself, lost the referral letter and have to wait for nearly an hour for the polyclinic to fax my referral.

Now I'm waiting for my queue number.

Eleena, meet up soon okay.

Jurong medical clinic..

2010-03-01T09:57:00.001+08:00

Stress..

2010-02-23T03:41:00.000+08:00

It's been some time i have not blog and pardon me on the previous post date.

It is not suppossed to be on the 23rd Oct but February.

Lot of things happened within this two month.

At the start of the week in January, i have been packed with 4 to 5 projects due by end of january.

Then things happened within me, friends and relationship.

Celebrated my birthday with dear starbucks partners, coincidentally held their chalet for the partners on my birthday itself. Had great time being "sabo" by them and fun games and great food. I love them, though some people just love to spoil my mood on that particular day. i'm still happy with those around me.

Memorable birthday!

Thank you to Nora,Khaled, Hairi, Liyana, Afiqah, Fila, Eleena and Bob for the presents.

Now, i'm still busy with projects that due by 5 march 2010.

Making time to meet the love ones. heeee...

Examinations around the corner. On the 8th, 9th and 10th March.

Will be moving out to Bishan by April as Clementi will be closed down. I'm just too afraid that i will be late but i will do my best to be in school in time. Urrghh!

Will be spending my holiday at work. I have to save up, i really do. So that, at least when school reopens i don't have to work that hard and have backup money for myself.

I'm just feeling sick and tired of those whom jealous of me. Come on, grow up.

Freedom..

2009-10-23T00:01:00.008+08:00

Since a long time ago i want this freedom,
but at times i just feel that i'm cheating his feeling and others.

Me, myself don't understand and don't know what i want in life.

All i want is to be by myself.

I should not have rush things in the first place.
Now, it's difficult for me because i've made him fell deeply in love to me.
Hoping that he and others would understand that:

1. I don't go for wealth.
2. I don't take advantage.
3. I love those who makes my life happy and being there for me.

Now, i want to concentrate on things that i have to be confused into:

1.Studies
2. Waking up on time
3. Savings
4. Shakira
5. Friends that i've been neglecting.
6. My own wants, needs and desire.

And now i have thought of what i want to do:
1.Clear the payment of laptop.
2.Clear my monthly bill without bringing the amount to the next month.
3.Clear my projects and assignment on time.
4.On time for school and work.
5.Monthly savings.

Wishlist:
1.School shoe.
2.Stationery.
3.Tops.
4.Hair rebonding.
For the meantime.haha.

Hairdo, hari raya, blaze camp and new helmet..

2009-10-21T02:16:00.007+08:00

To those whom find that my blog the most boring one.

You can get out of my blog cuz i never asked you to read my blog.

New airbrush helmet.

Thank you babylove for the gift of the helmet.

Appreciate it alot!

Love the words written..

"http://www.fad_azeanlove.com/"

A week before Hari Raya, Mizah, Izah, Fiiidah and myself went over to Far East to get our hair done. Enjoyed the time spent together. Will be looking forward for more of these outing.

Met babylove after hairdo.

Went to marine square to meet Kak yan and Abg Didee.

Had a long chat with each other, been long time i did not spend time with Kak yan.

Miss her alot!

Babylove had Raya's outing with his friends and also part of my friends.

Falls on the 3rd October 2009.

When to nearly ten houses, actually less abit..hee

Enjoy the time spent together and also the visiting.

From empty stomach to overloaded stomach.

Can't sleep well due to sugary sweets and kuih served.

Different types of drinks, stomach just feel like exploding at any point of time.

haha.

Went to Kak syumi's house the day after.

We are not lost and found her house.

Had chicken rice, yummy.

Made our way safely out of singapore, forgetting to topup petrol and buy cigarette.

Headed to Yishun damp and spent our time together..

Been a while we didn't had much time together.

First week of Raya, went to Melak to celebrate.

After that, had the weekends celebrating with Babylove.

On the monday, 5th October2009,

Went to Blaze camp at Jalan bahtera for 4D3N.

I manage to overcome my fears by being outstanding.

Dance in front of lots of ppl where i never did before.

Shout my ass out.

Climbing and involve in the high elements activities.

Now, since school reopens my target is that not come school late and i achieved for the first week and second week.

Do all the stuff needed by lecturers.

And work my ass off straight after school hours.

Will start update tonight...

2009-10-12T09:26:00.002+08:00

To my dearest friends...

Sorry for not updating for a long period..

Been busy lately and will start active starting tonight..

Mish all of you alot!!

To: *****, do i know you??? FUCK OFF!!

Make over...

2009-08-24T20:22:00.007+08:00

On the 19 August 2009... Been asked by my sis to follow her to bedok.

The person who make up me is taking the test and need a model.

Out of 3 of us, me and my 2nd sis was make up and first sis had the henna done.

After that we headed towards East Coast. We ate BBQ chicken!!
I'm loving it! Fingers liking gooooooood!!

I've been basically working on the weekdays. On the days school ends early. Been working the least twice a week and thrice a week. The days that i'm not working will be used to finish up all the assignments and projects.

POA cancelled and went to IMM banquet..

2009-08-14T01:39:00.002+08:00

POA was cancelled. We got nothing to do. And since, Natasha wants to take video, i gave her this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCMvZq6n9JA

After all the laughter, we had 2 hours of break. Nat, said that she wanted to eat KFC. So we headed to IMM. But turns out to eat at Banquet because when we reached there, we realised that there's no KFC there.

I ate Beef Hor Fun. It has been a while i didn't eat it. Starts to love it.

Liyana with her indonesian fried rice extra spicy, she even add Chilli padi. Crazee..

Afiqah, with her Fried Kuay Teow.. Everywhere, anywhere.. But won't finish it.

Nat, enjoyed her Hong Kong Style Crispy Noodle with Chicken Cutlet!

Ririn, with her Yong Tau Fu...

Aisyah kecyk, with her hmmm.. not sure..haha.. the smallest amongst us.

On the way back to school, we'll be having another lesson.

LIYANA>NATASHA>ME>AFIQAH
RIRIN>AISYAH

While waiting for mdm seet to open up the class.

Melaka!!!

2009-08-14T01:28:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the late update.

Here are the main pictures of my KAMPUNG!!

This house belongs to my grandmother.

We reached at 1am on friday night (070809). Pictures was taken on saturday (080809).

On saturday, we had "Kenduri"(sorry i don't know the english word). After that we had our rest. We went to another grandmother house. i'm unable to upload now. But will upload in my multiply asap.

On Sunday (090809), we went to Ayer Hitam and I tried the go-cart.. Great! I'm loving it and wants more! Will upload the videos too.

WELCOME TO THE GERLS CLUB!!

NUR IZZATI!

Mind corrupted

2009-08-03T23:52:00.004+08:00

Stuck with lots of things that need to be done due to 5 days mc.

Feels treated unfairly by lecturers.why??

Dun bother.

What i know that i'm going to finish up my course which left one year plus plus..

Babylove treating me kind of different.

Have to talks things out.

Day by day, i'm feeling restless and mind bothered by things that i should not be bothered about.

Need to meet Eleenalove really soon.

Babe, i need you.. I'm sorry cuz we didn't meet quite sometime.

I feel bad. I'm sorry dear.

I promise to make time for you.

Something that i dun wish to happen.

Getting fined! Argh!

I think now i need sometime alone.

Think! Think! Think!

I'm helpless.

Will be off to Melaka on Friday till Monday.

Will take alot of pictures of my KAMPONG!

Start schooling tmrw...

2009-08-02T21:28:00.001+08:00

Going back to school tommorrow..

Lots to catch up... and updated..

Can't wait to get to school and finish up the assignments that i've been missing out.

5 days MC!!

2009-07-27T17:25:00.001+08:00

For the first time i'm given 5 days MC.
Starting from today, till friday.
That means i won't be attending school for the whole of this week.
ARGGGHHHH!!! what should i do..

FEVER!!

2009-07-27T02:28:00.002+08:00

First was my father, he had fever.

Then Shakira. Once shakira is well.

Feeza affected by the fever.

And back to shakira.

Now, shakira recovering, i'm down with fever.

Gosh!!

Checked my temperature when i'm awake that was 38.7 degrees.

Met babylove under void deck and my temperature increased to 39 degrees.

Went to babylove house, took panadol and a nap.

Temperature decreased to 37.1degrees.

Now back to 37.5 degrees...

Arghhh!!!

The fku irritates me and the coughing really hurts.

Jb and Bbq pit!

2009-07-27T02:19:00.004+08:00

Spent my whole of saturday with babylove. Too many pictures to upload.

We went to Jb with the rest of his friends. On the way back from Jb, guess what?? One of his friend's bike can't start. So we accompany him to park it somewhere. Though it's tiring but we enjoyed taking video and pistures of our idiotness. haha.

We are left with 45minutes to get ready to mit babylove's friends. We went to baby's house to change. We met them at 8.30pm and went to the bbq at changi.

The rest of the pictures will be uploaded soon at my multiply.

Done with school stuff

2009-07-22T18:08:00.003+08:00

The reason why i only update everything today, because i had no time to update on sunday night even monday and tuesday.

Had to work on monday and tuesday because i'm unable to work on other days.

Monday and tuesday are packed with school's assignment.

Communication in Business (CMB)

Have to hand in 3 different script and each must last for 3 minutes atleast.

2 of the scripts are pair work. I pair up with HAFILLAH.

Principle of Accounts (POA)

We learnt new topic, that is bank reconciliation statement.

We did the example together in class and were ask to do two question as homework.

But without the example that we did. It's been collected.

Arggghhh!!

But for the first time i did POA without calling and asking help from others.

Business Environment (BEV)

We finished all the 8 topics.

Today i've stayed in school to do my mindmap.

I've done mindmap for all the 8 units.

OFA

I've done all the 17 assignments.

I'm glad that i've the task given.

Now working hard to revise so that my hardwork won't go to waste.

Praying hard that i will go through my first year in ITE smoothly.

I NEED ALARM CLOCK!!

AIMU

Karaoke on 190709..

2009-07-22T17:15:00.004+08:00

Met Myza and Izah at 5pm. Lat minute plan to go to bugis as they want to shopping and go karaoke. Basically, i just tagged along.

Walked for nearly an hour or two, we went to take our newprints(isit?? i dun noe la).

It turned out to be lovely..

Talk, talk,talk..

Laugh, laugh, laugh..

Only at 8.55pm we make our way to Ming Arcade.

We've book the room at 9pm.

It's only the three of us.
Snap pictures, video-taking, and recording our voices.

I enjoyed my time spent with them.
Only if Eleena were free.
I wish To spent the whole day with only her and her alone.

Babylove!
How i wish you were ard..

Sentosa on 17&18july..

2009-07-22T16:32:00.009+08:00

Welcome myself to Amara Sanctuary @ SENTOSA.

I accompanied babylove's sister to the place.

I over-excited upon the beautiful sight of the hotel.

There we go, smilling with excitement...

We overwhelmed with the bed and the bathtub.

I'm so excited with everything that's happening.

At a point of time i just feel like dreaming.

We didn't plan to sleep overnight there.

We went out to have our dinner, we had pizza and spaghetti.

Delicious.

After that we were back to the hotel.

At around 8, we(both babylove's sister and nephew) planned to swim at the sky pool.

I didn't manage to take a picture of it.

We were practically swimming and no one going to look after our things.

On sunday,we woke up at 11pm....

Went to Underwater world.

They're sweet aren't they??

Welcome to Underwater World.

Please enter from the admission queue..

Oh noOOo.... They're in the tank ...

There's a hole that leads them to be inside and they're not wet. Just like being underwater world. Only that this are for kids.

After walking all aroud in the Underwater World, feeding the stingray which i don't dare actually. But i did. Credits to kak yan!!

Now going to have our lunch. Yummy?

Yesssss!!!

Love her smile... And i love her!!

After lunch, we went to Dolphin Lagoon.

No pictures taken. Due to too many Kiasu Foreigners and hot weather that can't be tolerated.

Went back to hotel and the kids want to go swimming!!

So here, we found the kids pool. I like the concept, though it's very simple.

They are enjoying themselves soo much.. I do feel like joining too.

Jyeah!! The Hero of the Day!

Not forgetting the Heroine too!!

I managed to capture them sliding down.

Back to hotel and prepare to go home.

I missed every moment spent there.

The time spent very well. I love it. Wish to go again.

Greatest thank you to both babylove's sister. Thank you so much! I love you!!

things getting tighter and tighter..

2009-07-17T01:40:00.003+08:00

The first week of school, we had to submit an article for business environment.

We have to follow the components given.

Relate the article with the topic that we had just learnt.

It's kind of hard for me as i never done well for summary before.

We have to hand in another article by this monday (20/07/09).

For Communication in business, we were asked to come out with a script.

We were to act out the play.

The script also have to relate with what we have learnt.

And MUST be in proper language and formal.

Luckily, we don't have any POA work over the weekends.

But POA getting tougher.

More things to be remembered.

Will be having test each week for most of the subject.

The common test overall marks has not been out yet.

Waiting really kills.

I wonder how my result will be.

Worried.

Now, i'm packed with assignments too.

Must organize my time really well.

Tomorrow will be my time to relax.

Will be going to Sentosa.

Wait for my post on tomorrow.

Karaoke and sheeshaaa

2009-07-13T23:58:00.004+08:00

First of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARID!!

His birthday falls on sunday, which is 12th july.

We had plans for him, jyeah!!

Picture was taken before i left the house.

Me and babylove went out early, we went to Grandma's house and proceed to tampines.

We met izah and bf.

While waiting for the guys to smoke. We took this photo.
After that, we proceed to ming arcade for karaoke.
Met myza, fifi there.. We sang all out..haha
After three hours of singing, we proceed for sheeshaa(is it rite?) to celebrate Farid's birthday.
While waiting for the orders to be ready, we gerls had our pictures taken.
Below are Myza_jepon and Izah..

Seeing Farid feeding all the guys. We want to feed each other too, so izah feeding me.

AAAAHHHHH!!!

We manage to take our pictures. Wanted to take together with fiidah but she sat far away.

Look at us..

WE have not stop laughing since we arrived and till the end of the day..

We asked them to take our pictures, ended up we have to take theirs pictures too..

There goes babylove (mine), Khai(izah bf) and Lala(myza partner).

There goes myself...hee

Actually, this was the first time i went to sheeshaa..

Great spending time there..Laughing and trying the different flavour..yummy..

hahahahahaha..

BABYLOVE!!
Thank you for spending time with me.. Sorry of what had happened on sunday.
It shouldn't happen...

After work, waiting for lrt...

2009-07-10T01:32:00.002+08:00

There goes the picture, while waiting for lrt. I'm bored because i have to wait for 8 minutes for the next train. And there is no one around. So i decided to take these pictures.
Smiling unsincerely..haha

Trying from different angle.. hmmm

There's another reason why i took these photos. Just to ensure me that i'm not putting on more weight. But it seems like i does.. Did i??

BABYLOVE!!

I miss you.. MUACKS!!

hee... Will be waiting to meet you tmrw.

Happy Birthday...

2009-07-10T01:10:00.004+08:00

I reached school just in time. Was walking towards locker when i saw my classmate, i stopped. They were preparing the cake. So i took the picture of the cake too. It look yummy isn't it?

Here we go, Mr Zaki. Our POA master. He was about to start lesson and asked us to amend the mistake in the book. While waiting for us to do it, there comes our chairperson with the rest. We sang loudly and happily!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR. ZAKI!!

Snapped this shot.

You've made it to blow it out!! haha..

After his lesson, we had our lunch break. I'm too busy finishing my group assignment and after everything done, we camwhoring in the canteen.

There goes Ririn and Natasha.

Fila and aisyah...
Afiqah...

This two ladies again..

Natasha and me..

Afiqah had nothing better to do..

She wants to try this out.. and i give it a go!!

arrrrgggghhhhh!!!

Fila and me..

I kept asking her to take picture with me..haha

This is what happened when we are too famous. Two camera at a time and to be fair we look at the different cameras..haha.. Actually, we're confused. We didn't realised that two person was taking our photo.

Time to head for OFA...

Durians free for me!!

2009-07-09T00:16:00.009+08:00

WELCOME TO "EXXON MOBIL PRIVATE FUNCTION"

Here my Beloved sister!!

HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY!!

08/07/1981

Hee... Da tue... But i still love you..

Really hope that she likes the gift i gave.

It was located at the Kovan.

We reached too early, they were still setting the place.

Haha.. Kan Chiong!!

Took pictures while waiting..

Her beloved one!!

It's us... Do we look alike?

New, fresh ordered durian reached.

Yummy.. the smell of the durians...hmmm

Opening ceremony!!

Look how yummy they are...

Smell it first before start eating..

There's lots more... Such as mangosteen, longan, mango and laici.

Hmmm... Its yummy.. we had a great time out together..

Been such a long time i didn't spent time with her..

Promised that i will be there for her in times in need.

I love you!!

Babylove!!

We should do this once in a while okayy!!!

Something new for us to do together..

Well, i'm missing you like hell...

And,

I'm glad to her the news that babylove's fine.

Can't wait to meet her and babylove this weekend!

Expect the Unexpected..

2009-07-07T20:54:00.006+08:00

Babylove, has accompanied me to and fro hospital.

Visting and hoping that my sister will get well asap.

We really hope that she is strong enough to overcome the pain.

We also hope that things will go smoothly as she planned.

One of the days, i've watched Night at the museum 2 with Natasha.

On the 29th July, duty calls.

Babylove have to stay in just like the rest of the NS men.

It's a little hard for me because we spent the 7 months without waiting for a week to meet.

But i have to let it be, few months to go before he ORD.

I'll wait for you dear..

We did spent our day by watching Transformer!! && Drag me to Hell!!!

On the 30th july, met kak yan and kak ijah.

Went to watch 'The ghost of Girlfriends past'.

To me, this is what i called holiday!!
We went to friend's bbq together.
To my parent's chalet.

Now Me and Babylove are praying hard and hoping for the best.
Getting the news shocked the both of us.

Looking forward Babylove to book out this Sunday.

Bad accident..

2009-06-26T02:34:00.004+08:00

I don't know how to put this in words.

What had happened last Sunday, shocked me.
First sis met into accident. Had in mind that it will be a minor one.

Being the first to know, i went to Hospital.
Waited to be warded and to be X-ray.
Told by the doctor that she broke her left leg.
After further check, she had to insert a metal platting.

Now that she's home.
I hope that she will be fine.

CIP with SAUCONY 100PLUS PASSION RUN, SPCA and YMCA...

2009-06-11T13:06:00.007+08:00

I've joined the NYAA in school.

We have been doing alot of CIPs.

This was the latest one, where i had to collect the tin at jurong east at 8.30am.

I partner with Natasha, and guess what we watched movie at 11am.

We had our breakfast before watching the movie.

Watched 'Night at the museum 2'..

Only then we start our CIP at the woodland library entrance.

We finished at 2.30 and head back to Jurong East.

I made my way to meet babylove. This was quite recent, the last saturday (060609).

Supposed to wear our school polo-T.

But for once, i disobey. *winks*

Went to Bugis, to do our CIP and ate Long John Silver.

A day to be remembered...
Slept overnite at Outward Bound Singapore..
Great day...loved it...Tho we had not enuf Sleep..

GOod feedbacks, saying that we really motivates others..
BABYLOVE...
I LOVE YOU!!!
MUACKS.....
STOPS THE ARGUMENTS..

I don't wanna lose you.....

Get Away!!

2009-06-09T13:23:00.002+08:00

This is my blog!!!

I have the right to say what i want!!

FUCK OFF out of my blog!!!

If you people dun understand my post!!!

You people are the one who have problem with each other NOT ME!!!

Do the SHIT in your own blog!!!

NOT MINE!!!

Ouh....

2009-06-04T13:56:00.002+08:00

Btw Friends out there???

Im doing a survey.....

Can you people tag me....

WHO DIDNT EVEN ONCE TALK BEHIND SOMEONE BACK??

Pretenders.......

2009-06-04T13:22:00.005+08:00

When someone says that they hate pretenders...

What comes in your mind???

Is pretender an attitude in a person or the person themselves??

Saying these "Please be mature" are you mature enough to say this?

Others may not liked you..

Maybe because of your attitude..

Maybe because of your ways..

Maybe to them you are not being yourself..

Others don't pretend to be nice to you but...

They didn't want to be your enemy...

They are still your friend whether you like it or not...

They are fine being friend with you but they may dislike your attiftude...

That can't be changed...

It's your ways of life..

Live with it...

Others just have to bear with it...

Talking about Maturity??

Are you yourself mature??

If you feel that you are mature...

You won't feel this a big problem..

They have their right to say in their blog.. Their priority..

If you think maturely, You won't bother about it ...

And if you feel that you are not a Pretender, then why should you feel unhappy??

Childish??

I guess all of you are...

Someone who are mature won't go around bothering small things.

They will ignore and if they feel that what they are doing is right, will be right...

Mature people thinks wisely and take things easily...and try to do something about it..

As long as they feel they are right then that's it...

They won't be friend with those they want to..

But even with those whom they know they don't like them..

Friendship is a sincere relationship...

There's no such things as pretend to be nice...

It's a sins!!!

And if you feel that you are mature??

FACE TO FACE TALK WILL DO

A day at LTA gallery...

2009-05-19T22:38:00.004+08:00

Started school at 8am. We had our BEV lesson for one hour. Headed to canteen to take our breakfast. We board the bus at around 9.35am. Headed towards LTA. Photos taken by Mdm Seet(form teacher). She's the one whom eagerly asked all of us to take photo. She even threatened the guys, by telling them that if their picture not in, she will mark their attendance absent.

This was done after touring around the gallery. We took pictures like no one business.

And not using only one camera. But mostly the girls gave up their hp so that Mdm Seet could take our picture.

These are all the guys in my class that consist of 33 people.

Credit to Natasha whom edited this picture. Great!!! Thumbs up!

These are the hot girls!!! Including me of course!!

Mdm Seet wanted to take only three or four of them but ended up all of us in the picture.
Cheers friends!!

Two things happened that makes me burst into laughter.

First, when we reached school, we(Ririn, Afiqah, Aishah) took the lift. We heading to 2nd storey to our lockers. Guess what?? I'm busy talking to myself because my earpiece tangled. They listen to me and they forgotten to press the button. We stayed for almost 3 mins in the lift on the same level. Thanks to Afiqah who close the door but never press the level.

Second, the same thing happened but together with Naz and Shukor. They didn't press because they were listening to us. We were telling them about Afiqah not pressing the button.

I've enjoyed my day!!
BABYLOVE!!
I LOVE YOU!!! IM MISSING YOU!!!!!

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTVWXYZ - What does this mean?? Back to basic? NO!

6th monthsary....

2009-05-18T22:29:00.007+08:00

^^^lastest picture 090409^^^

^^^Our first photo 221108^^^

Thank kiu dear.. i wont forget this! 221108

...Our craziness...

6th month..
Within this period i have known alot about you..
My love towards you increased!!
Love your cute and 'manje'..
But don't worry too much on me..kk

The greatest thing that ever happen in my life is knowing you!
'Action speaks louder than words' that's what i believe.
I don't know what to say but i'm touched with each and everything that you have done for me.

Please prove me wrong about guys.

I love you dear... Hope that our relationship will last.
I want this relationship and i will make it happen.

Forgive me...
If at times i dun listen to you..
At times i do things because i have to or because i want to..
i won't want to do things without informing you...
i want you to know each and every step of mine...
i hope that you understand dear..

Forgive me...
If im being rude to you..
i Just want to be myself... the real me when im with my boyfriend..
i dun want to live acting like as if im so mature..
i dun mind being childish at times because i missed those times..

Forgive me...
If i've hurt your feelings by words or action that i didn't realised...
People do make mistake...

Forgive me...
If i'm unable to be by your side when you have an event or outing...
At times i want to do what i want...
But i will try not to clash it or last minute of changing plan...

Forgive me...
If at times my jealousy took over me..
I just can't help..
Just like you say a women's are soft no matter how strong they seem from our eyes..

Forgive me....
If im starting to love you soo much....
I REALLY LOVE YOU!!

we've made it!!

2009-05-13T23:51:00.002+08:00

Babylove!!

We've made it not to meet atleast 4 days. haha..

I hope that you are doing fine with your part-time job. Been worrying about your safety.

A promise to you that i won't neglect my studies though i joined alot of activities. Im used to be busy and just can't sit still at home. haha..

I LOVE YOU!!!
See you soon baby!

made myself busy...

2009-05-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

I still can't come up with the pictures.

Kept myself busy by doing things and joining NYAA. I didn't get to join these last time. So now is the time. Can't wait for the activities and camp.

Have the thoughts of getting a part time job again. I've been living with part time job while schooling since 2004. I wonder how will my life be jobless.

Should i get a job or not??

Or maybe take my rest for atleast next 4 years before i step into the working life??

cycled on may 01!!

2009-05-11T20:45:00.006+08:00

Went to Paris Ris Park..

Enjoyed every seconds!!

Enjoy the pictures...Grabbed from kak yan..

hi!!!!

2009-05-11T19:47:00.004+08:00

Things are getting tougher for me. School, time management, friends, studies and boyfriend. :)
My favorite photo. Friends out there whom waiting for the recent to be uploaded im sorry, my lappy don't seem to be working quite well. I'll to do something about it. okayy!

It's been a pleasure knowing friends like you ladies and gentlemen(cheyy!!).
I enjoyed the jokes that we had together. The help from you girls on my understanding of POA. Thank you Fila, Faizah, Aishah, Yan Ting and Sara.
Thank you sooo much!!

Studies going on well. But POA made me go crazy. Im trying to buck up my english.
The class test didn't went really well for POA. But i will try harder. POA is new to me. I only touch on this subject this. Never had in mind that will touched POA.
Now, i missed my holiday. hahaha...

Babylove!!
I love you.. REmEMber that there's always ups and downs in relationship. No matter what, we can overcome it. Do talk more often to me. Everything can be okayy by talking things out and together we do it so that it can be done the way that we want!!
I LOVE YOU!!!

Another bdae!!

2009-04-30T22:04:00.005+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday!!

You have been a great Friend. May you succeed in whatever you do in the future kk!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FITRI!!!

2009-04-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th bdae!!
The one in the middle.

Though i've just known you. You have been a GReat friend.

sorry..........

2009-04-27T21:24:00.006+08:00

I'm unable to upload all the beautiful and lovely pictures... Will try my best to do asap...

Been busy lately and kind of tired.
Here are some updates of what i did for the past few days..

Friday 24th
Had P.E lesson, we had soccer. I've took pictures of classmates playing the game. Lots of unforgettable things happened. Fila whom wore the wrong pair of shoes tried kicking the ball. But instead of the ball flying, her shoe flew off her feet. Faizah shoe ripped off, and she have to stop playing the game. Ended buying slippers so that she able to go home.

Met Babylove after school. Weren't planning to go anywhere. But ended up watching movie with Kak yan and Kak yana. Thank kakak2 ku. I love the earrings too.We watched "Taken". Great movie i should say. The impact. The determination. The brilliant and intelligence. WWOOOW!!

Saturday 25th
Had to work in the morning. The urge of not going to work exist, but cant get away from it. Met Babylove after work and we went to east coast to see the sunset. It has been quite a while we didnt have our time spent dating. haha. Usually we will go out most of the time and spent our time talking under my void deck.

But still we ended up not looking at the direction where the sun should set. We sat at the opposite side. Thats means we didn't the sun set but the clouds turning dark. Baby you are cute. But still my fault for choosing that spot.haha.

Baby brought me to Arnolds' and we had dinner with his family. Can i say its my family too?? Most of the time spent with his families. Its first time for me tasting their chicken and they tasted awesome.

Sunday 26th
We are not supposed to meet. Instead rest at home. But the both of us decided to meet. In the nick of time, i remembered that Fitri stayed in Sengkang. She has the POA guide book. So babylove and i went to her voiddeck and we went to had our lunch at KFC. Then we had dessert at McD. Only after that we went home. Sending Fitri off first. She's cute and i enjoyed our time spent.

I went to Baby home to settle my POA stuff and headed home quite early. As we have to wake up early in the morning.

PS: wILL UPLOAD THE PICTURES ASAP!!!

today assembly..

2009-04-23T00:00:00.003+08:00

It's us again. Wearing formal (bow tie). We had a section meeting today at 8am. But I'm late, because I'm busy talking to my first sister early in the morning.

Met salihah and fitri at mrt clementi coincidentally. Walked to school as fast as we can. Upon reaching school, we put on our ties along the way towards lecture theatre. We were late for around ten minutes..pheww.. These are those who i stick around with in school. Appreciate it lot that we are friends!
From left standing around me- Salihah, Fitri, Aisyah, Dyana.

Close up of Fitri and Salihah..

Faizah, the one whom stays the furthest but with determination to wake up as early at 3am to get ready for school.

I was not supposed to be in this picture actually..hee... *winks*

Aisyah and Fila.......

Afiqah and Ririn (monitress), she's cute....

Babylove
I'm sorry, I'll think first before doing anything..sorry..

posing with our banking uniforms...

2009-04-22T16:30:00.002+08:00

Photo grabbed from Afiqah. Pictures were taken by Fitri's camera. Credit to Syuk also, for taking the picture for us.

Felt proud and confident wearing the uniform. But the thickness of the uniform makes me feel like a BBQ CHICKEN!!

Day by day, im having fun with my classmate. Knowing each other better. We laugh together and eat together during breaks. We don't have any urge having our meals outside to the weather that were so warm, with our long sleeve.

We started rolling up the sleeve straight after the last lesson.

Eleenalove, i have not met you this week. Hope that we are able to meet up really soon. Miss ya babe!!

Ferst week of skewl!!

2009-04-17T21:13:00.005+08:00

ITE CLEMENTI
Banking Services
(Higher Nitec)
CLASS: BA
(April 2009 intake)I've made great new friends. Thanks to the orientation that have been organised by the school counselors. The games and activity has made us come closer to each other. I enjoyed the wet games though our class only get the chance to play 2 games.

New subjects to be learn. New great teachers. New great friends. New environment.

Will be looking forward to study together with all my new friends. Pictures were taken while we were having our break.

Been meeting eleenalove for nearly a week straight. She enjoyed her new school environment and friends around. I'm happy that both of us are happy with what we are doing right now.

Babylove
Sorry if we will be meeting seldom. I want to concentrate and achieve my goals first. I love you!

enjoyed myself right before skool starts..

2009-04-16T16:34:00.004+08:00

Happy 5th bdae to A'aryn Ayumi!!

We celebrated at changi.. had three day, two night tent pitching. Lots of things happen. Its hard for me to describe. Enjoy the pictures at my multiply...
LINK>>>>

Few days back, met eleena and babylove. We had our early dinner at Pastamania. Btw i had a new haircut. Credits to KAK YAN!! All ready for school...

Excited!!

2009-04-03T00:19:00.001+08:00

Skool gonna start real sooooonn...
I soooooooooo cant wait....

Bought all the stuff for skool oreadi! Once skool starts, im quitting my job and get a new one. More time to be spent with my loves ones.. yeeaah2!!

Im sooooo excited.. how will it be on the ferst day..

Randomli..

2009-03-30T00:34:00.004+08:00

T0 guys:
Isit okayy if your gerl talk on the phone with a guy that she just knew online and said that they talked on the phone just like a normal fren?

To gerls:
Isit okayy if ur guy talk on the phone with a gerl he just knew online and said that they talked on the just like a normal frens?

My view:

okayy!! being someone understanding as i knew that he is onli my boifren. Tho as a lady it feel hurt inside, jealous, curious and paranoid. Fear of being hurt. But simply wants my beloved one to be happy with his life not being controlled. Afraid that if they are stopped, the more they will do it and hide it. Therefore it will be more hurting.

Not okayy!! Because, u have me. What else you need?
Sweet talk?? im not the one.
Phone sex?? im not the one.
But care, love, joke, talks i can...

Unless you finds me boring...

A simple note from me.
If you think that you are not into serious relationship, dun get involve a relationship.
If you think that you will hurt the other person, dun get involve in a relationship.
If you think you still cant overcome the urge to talk to someone new, dun get involve in a relationship.
If you think that the past have hurt you enuf, dun get involve in a relationship.

And if you are really serious in the relationship you wont have the urge to even talk to anione else. Think why having the person you are with right now if you still talking and searching for others.

You feel like talking to someone else behind your love one. Then be SINGLE!!

ice cream and movie time..

2009-03-24T00:57:00.003+08:00

Met eleenalove two days after i came back from genting and straigthaway after werk..

How i mish her badli and had alot of things to share, especially the trip to genting... hee.. Met her because she need to accompany me to hospital for checkup... Im not dying its onli my blood pressure increased and they just want to find out why and how come...BUSYBODY!!! haha..

Was told to diet and cut down on my food but... we went to ben and jerry after the checkup..hee

Meeting is just like meeting my boyfriend.. will start missing her straight after we apart to go home.. how i wish she knew how i realli treasure her.. i feel for you when i read your blog about your sister departure.. tears filled my eyes..

i just hope that bit here and there, i can brighten up ur day and always be there for euw..

Two days after, went to babylove's house. We gather to wait for the time to go and watch movie at town. Planned was to ride to town but its raining so we went by car..
The six of us..
Kak yan and husband..
Kak yana and fiance..
Yan and babylove..

Pictures was taken while waiting for the mans to arrive...
Watched Dragonball!!
Great movie actualli, tho i dun watched action movie.. but im startin to like action movie..heee...

Babylove!!
Thank kiu for the treat..im sorry cuz im abit tight due to the hospital bills... i love u dear...
i will always dooo...

days @ genting..

2009-03-24T00:30:00.010+08:00

The day has come... and we are otw to kl.. We are heading to his greatgrandma house..
We reached at ard 7am and we are making our way to the town by the lrt at afternoon..

Heading towards Jusco by train.. while waiting...

We went shopping for the whole day till we were wornt out.. We onli were back home at 11pm..
Tho im tired but im happy with the things i bought and the day spent.. with all the great jokes and big laughter.. learnt new motto..."A..." from kak yan.. hee.. btw its not ehhh or ahhh but simply "A".. not even yeay..hahah

Back home, we packed our stuff that we want to bring over to genting as we are not bringing all the stuuf that we just bought.. heee... and cuttie babylove went snoring while me packing up things.. hee..

Photo taken on our way up to Genting in the cable car..
Credits to kak yan..

Making our way to the hotel... lots of escalator... luckily its escalator... haha

Realised???
The three photo above has three different couple with each wearing the same colour shirt?
We planned this...hahahaha... im loving it!
Me and babylove- light green
Kak yana and Abg Jas- orange
Kak yan and Abg didee- dark green

Went for lunch at Marry brown while waiting for check -in..
Ermmm... yummy... our breakfast and early lunch..

Took group photo at the hotel's lobby.. trying to show that we are realli in a big group.. haha.. Took boys group and girls group..

Here are the rest... They reached later as we didnt manage to take the same bus..

Yan, Kak ijah and yani... same sweater but different colours...
im getting closer and closer with all of them...

On the very left in pink is Ayumi and 2nd from left in red is rainey..
Rainey really enjoyed the ride and Ayumi too, tho at the start she nearli cried..
They are really cute!!

There they are, busy with their ride..

I went for this.. hee... as for someone like me whom afraid of height, this wont be much problem..
But i went for the solera shot( if im nt wrung with the spelling..). I managed to go for it.. and i succeed without crying...
But thanks to babylove whom was by my side and tolerating the pain of being squeeze in the hand...heee...

At night, we went for karaoke with end up nearli 4 to 5 hours.. At the end of the day, all of us had sore throat.. haha...on that nite itself i learnt two new words.. "keceng..." and " shit happened"... onli the 8 of us knew what exactli im trying to say...

The last day there, we ate at marry brown again and i took this when i realised that i didnt take much photo..

Goodbye genting...i will be missing euw alot..

The great heights that pulls my nerves..

The most memorable trip for me.. knowing each other even closer and able to laugh out loud..
The trip, the games, the karaoke, the jokes, the laughter each time we had a meal even a cake at starbucks, the new words...

Babylove!!
If onli i didnt know euw.. i dun think im able to have this great time spent..
tho others too can make me happy but when will it be??
i love euw!!

celebration of dad's bdae on 120309 @ cash studio..

2009-03-24T00:07:00.007+08:00

Happy bdae to dearest dad.. we went to karaoke with the help of ferst sis whom book the room earlier.. and sadli that my 2nd sis didnt manage to join along.. we had ful three hours for ourself.. and i realli enjoyed my time.. how i wish this will be done each week so that we can be close with each other..

Ferst sis and shakira were really camwhoring.. they took lots of pictures and not forgetting me.. hee..

The four sisters out of five...

Mum and dad duet...hee... muke tk perlu..

Just curious of how similar we looked?

Waiting for ur turn?? hee..

concentrating!!

Then w ewent for so called late dinner and supper.. haha
Dad was supposed to posed for this while waiting for mum and younger sis whom went to buy drinks but ended up eating it.. haha.. must be hungry i guess, after singing for three hours.. At times he can be cute...

That's mine for sure.. haha

She fell asleep in the car on the way here.. so i took a photo while she was asleep..
love her so much! more than babylove.. teeheehee

Was taken with the help of the waiter... thankkiu!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD!!!

2009-03-07T01:11:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday dad!!
No matter what you will always be remembered in mind.
You may not know but one day you will know that each and everyone do remember you and always think of you.Hope that you will see things clearly...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAK YAN!!!

2009-03-07T00:48:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
KAK YAN!!!
Stay cute , happy and young always!

Hope you like enjoy ur day... I love it when we had an outing together.. Went to newton to had our cockles, cereal prawn, stingray and the sotong..
Thank you for the treat too abg jas and kak yana...

Each day we will know new people and we will start to enjoy each moment we had together.
It was the best time ever getting close and know each other. Me being maself again.. getting louder..haha..

Looking forward to have another great big outing..

work really sickening..

2009-03-04T21:57:00.003+08:00

Work really sickening. Its best to go skool. And skool starting soon..YEEAAAHH!!

Been too busy and rushed myself updating the previous post. Without realising none of my pic with babylove posted.So here are few of them.

It has been always me who will be crazee over the camera. Keep taking photos of myself just to ensure wether do i put on weight...haha...

Credit goes to kak yan... for thanking this pic for us thankiu..
i didnt manage to take the pictures of the food as im too hungry.hahah..

Basically joined in the fun. I did make up him too...

He's just too busy asking me this and that. While me too busy into the cake. Credit to bala whom took the picture without us realising..haha..

Explanation and telling all the plan and also about his birthday present.. hur hur..

Babylove!!
I love you.. Hope you like the present.. muacks!!

Another surprise....

2009-03-03T02:03:00.003+08:00

Kak Yan & Yan!!!

Another mission accomplished. Its not been planned.

Due to not enuf rest i dun feel gud on 1st march. Told babylove that i wont be able to make it. Babylove went moody (to me). But was told by Kak yan that he's like "ayam berak kapor". poor babylove, feel a little bit dissappointed.

BUt the YAN'S did sumthink.
Kakak and me contact each other and i made my way to his house without him knowing. There he went again. SHOCKED! SURPRISED! HAPPY?!!

I ejoyed maself!!

-Food..
-Larf..
-Talks..
-Jokes..

*F AMILIES*

happy bdae beloved ones..

2009-03-01T22:28:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday to

KhairunNadia
and
BabyLove!!!

The surprised that ive planned since 3rd february has went smoothli.

Ive told babylove that i cant maake to meet him on saturday nite (280209) to have the gathering with his frens. This was in order to make him meet me in the afternoon so that he wont be able to follow his frens to jb. But ended up he still went.

Ive reached the respective place at ard 10plus. Waited for someone to contact me. Been hiding away at a distance. Was not with babylove, reason given "ada kenduri". This is how it goes...

Amin sat beside babylove on the left and Iman was his right. Both of them covered babylove eyes for no reason. Cake have been lighted up. I sat at iman seat. Once babylove open his eyes...
-stand up
-blow the cake
-get hold of the knife
(aan goes..." makin tue makin belo....")
Babylove went blank and look at iman puzzled.
(babylove goes in mind... "kalau iman tengah diri.. beh sape kat seblah aku??)
(i went..." mataer u besar2 pon u tk nmpk?? u realli into the cake.. lapar ker??)

Onli after a few seconds then he hug me and realised that he's in reality.

A great big thankkiu i shud say to those whu have helped me...

Another long winded-post...

2009-02-25T17:34:00.006+08:00

Lappy non-stop giving me problems...

I have not been meeting babylove quite a while... Nothing happen between us but skool opening soon and we have to learn to be apart for a week.. haha sounds like we have problems..

-21st february 2009-
Followed babylove to Downtown east. It's Bala and Lala birthday party.. both are bestfren.
stayed till late nite.. photos unable to upload( thanks to lappy..haiz). Enjoyed the food!!
Enjoyed the laughing, talking and nonsense with the rest.-22nd february 2009-
Lepaks withs my parents at kopitiam. Listening to them and staring blankly at my drink. Waste my time by taking photos of shakira.
-23rd february 2009-
Met babylove. For the ferst time we had no where to go. I decided to go to west coast. Took pictures of us.hee...

why things dun last?

2009-02-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

-Jealousy-
Why jealousy happened in a relationship or friendship??

-honeymoon period in a relationship-
Why isit fading??

-curiosity-
Why must we feel it??

-paranoid of losing whatever we have rite now-
Why must it?? Due to the past that we've gone thru??

Life are not as easy as we tot.
Having friend or not having friend by ur side will be a problem.
Having bf/gf or not having them will be a problem.
The only way was to think positive in whatever you are doing.

Others, no matter whu, wont be able to share the exact feelings as urs.But they can there for u.. either on the phone, msn or by ur side.. God loves those whu have alot of patience.

Fear, scare, anger and happiness wont stay long. They are just like the seasons of winter, autumn, summer and spring.. we just have to be ready and prepare for the weather changes.

Collection of coursework on 16 feb..

2009-02-18T15:51:00.002+08:00

Was inform from school notice board on pioneer place that we are to collect our coursework. We have to be in proper attire. The obedient me went to school in uniform and neat hairdo. Make my way all the way from bukit panjang to meet eleena at bukit batok.

She decided not to take her coursework because she was just too lazy to spray black her hair. But end up she was able to take her coursework!!! i was told that ex-student are excused from wearing uniform!! argghhh!!!

After collecting the coursework, me ad eleena went to mit raihan!!
We went to jurong point and had our ice cream time at swensen. We finished at ard 8plus and as we were walking towards the exit, we bumped into syazwani. Its been like two years since i last saw her. I dun know how to react.haha!! dumped! we walk our way to wani's house. Sat under her voiddeck till 10pm and i proceed back home.

Been long time i have not met both of them..Alots of things we nid to catchup.

BABYLOVE!!
missing yea badli!!hee...

Halor!!

2009-02-15T23:02:00.002+08:00

Short post on the previous post..kinda rush..

Last week alot of things happened.
-went east coast to eat cockles and satay.
-went out with my friends for the bbq.
-went out with babylove and his frens.

COCKLES AND SATAY!!
was planned by babylove's sister.. it has been a wonderful time spent knwing her more. And i ate alot. gosh!!

BBQ!!
Like ive said its great meeting up each other.. i wonder how will it be in ten years time.

BABYLOVE'S FRENS!!
we met at jalan kayu as me and babylove have not had our dinner.. then we chill at yishun damp.. its great when going out with frens...hur hur

TODAY!!
followed babylove to hospital straight after werk.. its been a pleasure seeing each and everione were there.. i feel like im one of them..hmm.... enjoyed disturbing babylove and i have lots of backups..haha...

BABYLOVE!!
i knew that we hardly quarrel..i hope we will remains likes this..okayy!! im loving you more and i dun seem like last time... i always have sumthink each week to be updated..
ILOVEYOU!!!

Happy Valentines day!!

2009-02-15T13:42:00.002+08:00

Thankkiu dear for the cookies... love euw!!

Both me and babylove went to bbq on the last thursday.. i had soooo much fun...talking ..
and babylove made me love him more... hee... i do realli hope that in the future such gathering and fun will be organised again... and hopefulli the will inform in advance.. hur hur..
-jokes..
-laughters..
-gossips..
-games..
enjoyed each and everything...

KAWAN (FRIEND) & CINTA (LOVE)..

2009-02-11T20:09:00.004+08:00

Suatu hari, CINTA & KAWAN sedang berjalan-jalan
Tiba-tiba...CINTA jatuh dalam telaga..
KENAPA??

Kerana CINTA itu buta..
Lalu KAWAN pun terjun dalam telaga..
KENAPA??

Kerana KAWAN akan buat apa saja demi CINTA..
Di dalam telaga CINTA hilang..
KENAPA??

Kerana CINTA itu halus dan mudah hilang kalau tidak dijaga..
Apatah lagi sukar di cari di dalam telaga yg gelap..
Walaupun gelap, KAWAN tetap mencari CINTA..
KENAPA??

Kerana KAWAN itu sejati dan akan kekal sebagai kawan..
kan.. kan...

So, hargailah KAWAN anda selagi kita rasa dia bererti..

Walaupun kita mempunyai teman yg istimewa..
KAWAN masih setia..

Walaupun kita mempunyai banyak harta..
KAWAN tetap berharga..

Sayangilah KAWAN anda seperti teman-teman anda yg lain..

Dan ucapan sayang bukan hanya untuk kekasih..
Tetapi juga untuk KAWAN anda..

sick and tired..

2009-02-10T20:30:00.002+08:00

Getting sick and tired of werk..
im waiting fer my registration letter..haiz..
schooling are way much more better than werking..
its the fact!!

Surprise!

2009-02-04T22:30:00.010+08:00

Me,eleena and dee went out.. As to celebrate my bdae.. Dee was told that she was on standby for werk on that day.. and babylove unable to join along as he onli finish his werk at ard 6pm..

Eleena meet me ferst at jurong east as she say that dee just woke up and will be late.. we waited for dee till 1.15pm..and make our way to wisma as i gotten my pay and wanted to go cotton on to buy myself something.

The ferst thing we did was eat ice cream at swensen. Dee came out with the idea..
so we ate these...

Yummy.... i love foooooood!!

After we had our ice cream we headed to cotton on and i bought 4 clothes.. yeay!!!
ive gotten what ive been longing to have all this while...hahahahaha..Upon paying the stuff, dee told me that she was asked to go to werk... I thought that it was a lie and start saying to both of them "Korg tipu kan, kan?? korg ade plan kan?"..But they say that they are not lying..

So me and eleena went to vivo..The onli two of us.. We watched BRIDE WAR.. the movie was superb!! it makes my tears roll down my cute cheeks..hee..
(psssttt: i did realised eleena was busy msging..hmm..but onli asked her after the movie and she said that she was msging wani)
She went to accompany me for my break..hee

Took these photo all by myself...Because eleena seem busy msging "wani"..haiz..

We went up here since she wants to see the scenery up there...
We sat nearby the fitness place cuz there's isnt much ppl..while me trying to call babylove whu didnt text me telling me that he have reached home safeli.. it seem that he took more than an hour to reach home. i decided to call him which he didnt pick up my call.He has totali make me angry.. furthermore, when he text me saying that he's not in the mood.. and it seems that he didnt want to talk to me...urgghhhh!!!!
WHATS WRUNG WITH EUW!!

After ard 10mins, i expres my madness and angry to eleena.. and non-stop calling him..
Babylove and Dee came with cake and my gift from babylove. They didnt manage to light the candle..hahah...too windy..

Was in total shock.. my eyes filled with tears while hugging babylove..but it didnt rolled down as dee and eleena was creating joke about what happen...and i burst into laughter..

Thank kiu to all of them.......

ESPECIALLY ELEENA AND BABYLOVE!!!

Story telling abt everything...

Handmake werk done by eleena..
Thank love for making time and the effort of doing this...i love you!!
i realli dooo!!!
theres no specific word or sentence to express my feelings....i dun noe how to react even..

Thank kiu babylove for this bracelet... i didnt even realised that i did eyed on tis. but i did remember seeing this sumwhere...thank kiu soo much...even remembering all that had happen can make me cry.. i so happy that i had someone like you and eleena in my life...

This will be the greatest bdae ever!!!

DEE and ELEENA!!!
THANK KIU FER THE EFFORT...
To dee whom make the effort of going to and fro to get the cake..thank kiu!!
appreciate every single bits that all of you have done for me on that day..will be remembered always!!

BABYLOVE!!
A thousand thank kiu..
im speechless... it happened unexpected..
I LOVE YOU!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

2009-02-02T14:19:00.002+08:00

Today im 19!!!

But i didnt managed to get my off day today.. went to werk at 3pm, it will be onli me and kak syumi at the drinks stall. CUTE and ATTITUDE aunty whom will can her mood easily that makes me go crazeee sang birthday song for me...hahaha...

After the morning shift aunties went back...Left the two of us.. Once we settle everything that needed to be stocked up kak syumi took out something from her bag...She bought me these cakes.. THANK KIU!!!

Didnt manage to take the second cake as its too yummy...the ferst one was blackforest.. but the second one was dark chocolate...hee.. finish up both cakes as she dun wana eat... im fulllll!!!
before i went to werk i have already ate a plate of rice with two huge drumstick!! haha

At around 6pm, aunty wendy whom was my mum's friend treat me a meal.. i had to finish it...haha... honestli i cant swallow the food alreadi... damn full..

At 8pm, my boss will always buy a large plate of noodle or rice.. And thank godness nothing can fit into my stomach alreadi!!

Full with but eager to go home cuz ive told mum that i wants us to celebrate b goin karaoke..
which turned out that we went to al azhar!!! arrggghhh!!!! To be honest im totalliii FAt!!!!

This is my onlie niece!!!
MOHD DIAZ ASYAFIEE...
Turning 4 year old on february 17..

He call my ferst sis aunty..

He call me bibik monster!! thanks ehh!!

Im eagerli waiting for tmrw...heeee...will update again!!!!!!

BABYLOVE!!
i dun mind la u cant go out with me tmrw... maybe not this year we can celebrate together but hopefulli in the upcoming years kk.. i enjoyed sitting and talking to euw.. atleast u senang ajak bbl and understand what im trying to tell euw... thank kiu dear... hee...

countdown...

2009-01-30T20:39:00.004+08:00

A big day for me i supposed..
today 30 jan...thats mean that i got a whole of another 2 days till my big day..

Not a happy week tho...ive been werking for long hours without having any off day... im getting sick and tire of werking...haiz...
Even didnt get an off day for my big day...W.T.F..

Gotten JAE result... Not what ive been wishing for..But nvm.. atleast im still having my education.. Its not the end of the world..
Whatever im doing now determines my future..i dun want to waste my life..

Thanks to those whom have given advise and words.Apprecited!!

karaoke!!

2009-01-29T23:11:00.002+08:00

i had to werk yesterday.. i finish around 5pm and met babylove.. been missing him so much.. we didnt reali know what to do.. the itchy me decided to go karaoke..hee.. been long to sing the songs that i want to sing hee...

A great time spent with babylove. Im glad that he's happy too and enjoyed each time spent together..we will have more fun outing okayy!!

Me too enjoyed each time spent with euw!!

A trip to Gunung Ledang..

2009-01-29T22:50:00.005+08:00

Went to my aunt house in melaka on th chinese new year eve.. On the 26 we went to gunung ledang..Here me taking photo of myself while my aunt locking her door..and that's my cuzzy.. He's going to be 14 of age yet he's as tall as me.. 174cm..

That's me ferst sister in green.. the front one is my dad's car and the back one is my aunt's car.. Sis been driving from singapore all the way to melaka.. dad didnt join us along as he didnt get his off..

Cheese!! off we go!!

Had my new haircut that seem nothing special..haha.. getting sick sitting in my dad's car.. so decided to get into the big car..hahahahaha..

It's us!!!
shakira, rehan, farhan and me!!

The hippos.. hee..

The sealions!! peace!

mum, shakira and farhan..

farhan..

again2!!

ikhwan..

aunty and uncle..
i didnt plan to join them in the water..but since my aunty say that the water is cold i wanted to had a walk in the water.. i didnt change but onli fold my pants.. mum told the rest that i did bring extra clothes so... all of them including the small ones start splashing water on me..

thanks to them im all wet!

The last day in melaka..preparing to set off...

picture of ikhwan and shakira will always be taken each time they are together..haiyo..

Me and sis at petronas masjid tanah in melaka.. taken while queuing outside the toilet..hur hur..

We looked the same!!!!!!

No worry...

2009-01-24T14:14:00.002+08:00

Will be missing euw badli..Not forgetting my beloved ones..

Eleena and dee..its has been nearli three weeks i have not met you both..
Do please go out with me on my birthday ouhkayy darlings..
But sorry im unable to get my off day on my bdae..nvm kk..we celebrate the day b4 or the day after..im glad that i have both of you...thank kiu dear ones..

9 more days to go!!! yipee!!

BABYLOVE!!
dun worry about me.. im fine..ill promise to take good care of myself ouhkayy..its okayy u can spent time with me on my bdae..im fine with.. and no worry cuz i will be werking dat day okay.
Dun worry that much with this relationship okayy..one day we will quarrel hur hur..
its been a great being with you for this two month..
i love euw!!

happening birthday..17 january..

2009-01-20T23:11:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BDAE!!!!!
Had a birthday party at her house at around 4pm.
The whole famiy members were there..
Its a really big gathering..onli on that day im able to see each and everyone...wow!!

cool cake..had 21st written..
lots of fruits...yummy...
me and babylove cant stop goin after the fruits..hee

ermmm.... yummy cake ...
hee kene sabooo!!!
i didnt manage to join ..boohuhu...
hee...nvm...
i enjoyed the day spent there...knowing new ppl...
hee

Ongbak2 on the 10th January..

2009-01-20T22:47:00.004+08:00

Earlier that day we meet up at babylove sis's place.
We went off earlier to meet up with his fren..
the four of us went karaoke and while waiting for those in the pics arrived, we loiter around at the taxi stand having each other couple personal talk.haha..

Babylove cuzzies non-stop disturbing him on getting a pair of platform.
No worry dear i wont leave you just because of that.
i still love euww kay...
We had 5 set of couple seats..hee
its been great watching movie with all of dem..
been enjoying the jokes and fun...
love them lots...

The day was spent great..
i had so much fun..
my clumsiness has started..haiyo..
but nvm..it realli feels good being yourself and do things without fear..hee

Babylove!!
i love euuuwww!!

Result Released!!

2009-01-13T16:50:00.002+08:00

Happy!
Not satisfied.
No one to be Blamed.
Thank god i did manage to go thru it tho not that good.
Whatever course that i may get i have to go for it.
There is always a ferst time in everything.
Learning new things wont kill.
Applied the courses that i got.
Waiting for it.
cant wait to start skool.
Will do my very best in poly and seek for anyone help.
Thank you to Kak yan for the help given.
Appreciate it lots.
Dun worry i will strike till the end.

Poly open house on the 09th..

2009-01-13T16:19:00.004+08:00

Photos here... being grabbed from eleena blog..
The three of us.. We went to ngee ann, singapore and temasek polytechnics..

A long day spent in hunger. We woke up at 10am and meet up at arnd 1130. We took bus from jurong east to ngee ann poly. Guess what.. my uncle werk there as a security..oppssyy... no smoking..hahaha.. Wanny was our tour guide in there huhu..

From ngee ann poly, we took a bus to singapore poly. We didnt stay long there cuz nothing much that we want to know..hee..

Next we went to temasek by taking mrt from dover to tampines. From tampines we took a shuttle bus. Which in the ferst place we dun noe where it is located and we walked around to find it.haha.. we attracted to the structure of the poly.. Eleena was sooo into the the culinary course..

We went to swesen at tampines mall...yummy...

photographer- Eleenalove!!

photographer- DeeLove!!

Photographer- ME!!!

ELEENA'S FOOD

DEE'S FOOD!!

MINE!!!

OURSS!!!

THATS ALL FOR TODAY!!

Shakira ferst day in school...

2009-01-13T15:48:00.002+08:00

Stress look that she gave me..
We were alone at home..everyone was not at home.. Mum, Dad and Ferst sis werking..
The other younger sis skooling... Me werkin at 6pm..

She was so eager to go to school. Thanks to her for waking me up at 10am. Actually she was fast asleep but awake just to ask me to make her drink. While waiting she looked around the room and saw her uniform. And awake widely asking me to change her clothes so that she able to go skool. But her skool onli start at 3pm. I had to accompany her watch barney and monster inc.

I went to send her onli at 2.30pm.She walked so fast and when we reached her skool. She cant wait to get into the classroom. Once the door opened, she went straight in. Stand in the middle of the classroom and nibble her fingers. Without putting her bag. She didnt cry at all. been obedient to the teacher when she was asked to take her toys to be played with. But i was told by my mum that she did cry in class but not beacuse i left her but she just want to join in the fun with the rest crying.

After sending her, i met eleena at westmall.. ate burger king yummy.. hur hur..And since she got nothing she followed me home..haha...cuttie her..
Basically we got nothing to do.. asked her to pose... cute like me rite!! i knew it!! haha

Wedding on the sunday 04/01

2009-01-11T19:59:00.004+08:00

Babylove fetched me after werk and we headed towards cck.
It's his sister's friend wedding.. We only sat there for awhile..and headed to his house..
i enjoyed karaoke with him.. butterfly going away..hee... more pictures will be uploaded in my multiply..hur hur..

Surprise!

2009-01-03T23:35:00.004+08:00

Photo taken on the 31 dec.

Me and babylove wait for dee and the rest at borders. Nothing to do, so we snap these pictures. We had fun spending out time together. Me non-stop talking and him non-stop listening. Met dee at carpark, zurah and fiancee acted as if they had to go home cuz fiancee has to werk. But plan went that they are supposed to bring the cake.
Me with babylove followed dee and finy to the cash studio opposite hardrock. Finy's frens went there and waited for us. They had the idea of celebrating it there. We sang song and enjoy ourselves. Dee waited anxiousli for zurah to contact her. Kpo me followed dee to meet zurah. Lighted the candles outside the door and see how shocked finy was. Cuz when we entered the room he was singing. Unforgettable thingy is that the box burnt due to the candles..hur hur.. I can see that dee satisfied that her plan didnt went corrupted and she satisfied with what she had done. She realli put an effort.On the 1st jan, i had to work.haiz...tiring day for me and didnt went out. i Need my sleep..haha..Been like a zombie at werk.. not blaming anione but mysef whom wants to go home late.
On the 2nd jan, met babylove at his place. Spent time there. Getting close with her sister, i just love listening and talking to her. We had gerls and women talk..hur hur... nothing much, onli me can noe..heeOn the 3rd jan, met Babylove straight after werk. Actuali no, me strolling home taking my own sweet time. Didnt wanna go out actuali but me, i sit at home things bothering.. and i dun have an off day that i can actualli go out with babylove. So onli weekends i guess. Went to his house to karaoke. As per normal the loud azean will turn quiet and shy in front of new ppl. It is so hard for me to sing in front of the ppl whom i just knew.hur hur...but song after song, im getting fine..hee.. im enjoying..its been long since i realli sing.. and i did.. it reali makes me feel relax.. i dun feel tired at all..hee... Nice talk with kak yan..i just feel like calling my own name..hur hur..BABYLOVE!
Thank u for listening to what i have to say. Thank you for giving me this happiness. Of letting me meet my friends. You following me to the event or meet up with my friends. Thank you for giving me an environment where i can make myself feel at home and have the sense of belonging. Spending our time not onli to ourselve. I will support you in whatever you want to do kk.. i love you.. dun worry if we stay like this and always talk and trust insyaallah we will succeed.
I LOVE YOU!!

Cupcake!

2009-01-03T23:19:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to HAFINY!!
Dee's boifriend.

A satisfied outcome of our hardwork.
Dee came out with this idea for her beloved bf. Such a loving person. I know that she is not so into baking but she did this. She really put an effort. Seen her worrying about the cake, baking it and making sure that it turned out well. Stressing herself to run away from talking on the phone with bf so that she can bake peacefulli. Me being there to give her an helping hand and Eleena to guide her. Most enjoying thing is that the three of us in the kitchen.

Eleena-busy preparing

Dee-busy getting away from talking on the phone and worrying on the cake..

Me!- busy munching on the bread with the unused butter..Yummy! still i did wash the things up okayy!!

Photos were taken from eleena's blog.. haha.. lazy me..
Got no time busy werking and with friends and bf..hur hur..Most enjoyable day!!

Babylove!
im sorry for reaching home late. I knoe u dun mind but i also know that u will be worried if i didnt manage to catch the last train. But no worry kk.. next time if i will be home late i will inform you early. Onli that on that day we dun even realise that time are running out..hee..
Sayang jugak u pat i..

BARBEQUE!!!

2008-12-29T17:56:00.005+08:00

Hepi Bdae Kak Kat!!

On the 26th,we aint got any plan. Decided to go to eat coast as my 2nd sis's fren bdae. We make our way at around 11pm after i finish work but onli reached east coast at ard 1am.Haha.. Technician problem..

Fun and great time spent. We ate,play games and listen to bdae gerl's melatah.. We had our pictures taken in groups..Having so much fun, not relising that it alreadi 4plus in the morning. I need to get my sleep. Im working on that day.

On the 27th, after finish work,babylove fetch me and off we went to east coast again. But this time it his friend's bbq. Met a'an, together we proceed to the bbq pit. Babylove didnt want to go home late but end up making our way home ard 3plus. We too busy talking and enjoying the game. hur hur..cute us..haha

On the 28th,again me werk at 3pm till 10pm. Didnt meet Babylove cuz the next day he has to reach his camp at 730am.Went home,talk to him on the phone till ard 12pm and slept.

Today, finished werk at 5pm. Am suppose to meet deelove and eleenalove. But im stucked at home. Shakira not feeling well. Her stomach giving her problem which makes her cry each time it hurts. She wants me to be by her side. Even now she stuck in my lap,sleeping,not letting me go anywhere.Mum has to werk till night. Feeza went out to meet boify. Dad basically not home yet.

BABYLOVE..
Be patient k dear..Everything will be fine..I will always be there for you..no worry..
We meet on wednesday okayy..me will be waiting..
I LOVE YOU!!

Engagement..

2008-12-25T21:32:00.004+08:00

Congratulations!!
My primary school friend.We were from the same primary school .A shocking news to me getting to know that she engage today.We have not met for quite sometime and onli exchange our number around a month ago.Babe no matter what i wont forget you kk..
I pray for your happiness and long lasting relationship.

We went her house at around 5pm.After me and mum finish werk.Telling the truth, im damn tired.BUt she used to be my bestfriend.Im greatful that sh remembered me and invite me.Went there by cab.Idk frm where mum has got the money.none of my business.We went home by asking dad to fetch us from pioneer mall.

Now,im waiting for my BABYLOVE!!

i love u..

2008-12-25T01:51:00.003+08:00

-norashakira-
non-stop talking and cutie..She has grown up..in her naughty stage..
i love her so much..if onli she knew the real meaning of love..Gerl, i just wish that you will be close to me and we can share our stuff and stories..how i wish u can lend me ur ear to listen to each and every single thing that ive kept deep inside my heart.I reali hope that you will be the one whu will bring up the name of our family.I love you..

Another day at werk,nothing much.i found a new kakak.We enjoy talking to each other.For the meantime i onli have her to entertain my boredom at work.Work are fine.But no money inside pocket realli gives me a big headache.

Mum,starting her craps again.I just dun noe why.mind disturb.HUrt in me.But i dun noe how to express it.i just hope that one day she see and know what ive been keeping all this while.PLs understand.

Went out with babylove, went to marina square meet his sis. We sat at the starbuck or isit coffebean.i dun know.hahak..ate oreo cheesecake..hmm..yummy..hee..proceed to his house at ard 8pm i guess..ate rice with his family..i dun wen will i be able to sit on dining table and had dinner with each and every single family members..its been long since that happen..we spent our time playing game with his niece.Its like one happy family..hmmm....

Life are fine now,onli mum and dry pockets.No problem with boify..he is fine..

BABYLOVE
No worry about me.im fine.one day everything will be known.I just need time to share every single bit of my life.But no worry no matter what i love you.Theres nothing that i find a problem in us.Im praying hard that what we talked about for the future to come thru.
I LOVE YOU!!

Movie with beloved eleena..

2008-12-23T23:27:00.004+08:00

Seem like long lost friend found each other again.

Didnt really plan to meet anione today actualli.Mum said that we are going to Ten Mile Junction to get our measurement for the clothe that bought at Tangkak.Mums..they just cant wait.But things didnt turned out to be what she wanted as she had to extend at work because her friend will be late.Me working in the morning at 10am till 2pm,sat with mum and eat my lunch till around 3plus.yummy laksa!Feel so tired and lazy but thinking of the pay..hmmmm...

Reached home, got a call from eleena.Itchy her ask me out.Last minute cancellation of her family outing.We met at cck and watched movie.We watched 'TWILIGHT'.Nice, romantic movie!!! Cant stop thinking of the actor.So handsome!!hur hur..after that we went to imm,lepak at our 'spot'..went home at ard 930pm..werking2 tmrw..cant wait to mit her again and also deelove..
mish you both!!!

Ive used the bag that ive got from his mum.Guess what the more space i hav to put things,the most stuff i put.And things in the mess inside.HEE... Im learning okayy.. Im happy with the bag..i reali do..thank kiu soo much..

BABYLOVE
mishing u already..meeting you tmrw baby..

2008-12-22T22:55:00.002+08:00

Regulations of this quiz is:
- People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by them.
- Tag 5 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
- These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
- Continue this game by sending it to other people.
Tagged by: ELEENALOVE!!

Q: If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
1.Last my relationship by settling down..hee
2.Be someone successful.
3.A friend whom will be remembered always.

Q: Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
hmm..i always think that im invisible..hee

Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
Yesh! in relationship and results!!

Q: Would you change yourself for the person you love?
Accept me for whu i am..

Q: Do you belief in Love?
Yes

Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
For as long as gods permits me.

Q: If the person you liked doesnt like u back, what would you do?
Get rid of the feelings and be normal friends.

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
For now there's nothing bothering my life.

Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
OF COURSE!!

Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
yesh!

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?
DEELOVE AND ELEENALOVE..

Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
yup...

Q: Are you happy with your life?
YESH!!

Q: Would you give your all in a relationship?
OF COURSE..BUT under circumstances..hee

Q: What type of friends do you like?
Friends whu will always be there for me and never forget abt me..

Q: Do you often wish there was something you could change?
yesh..alot to mention..

Q: What will you look at first when you first set eye on a girl/guy?
the way they talk and what they wear.

Q: If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?
Once ive spilt, i wont lick it back. Dun you ever think of cuming back into my life. And thanks for all the shit u haf done.

TAGGING :
SHyda
RAihan hazwani(if can..hee)
SHafu
Fizice
Epul

happenings things and pictures...

2008-12-22T13:35:00.011+08:00

Celebrated Hari Raya haji in melaka,grandma's house.Went back on the 7th dec,but stayed over at aunty house cuz no space to park our car.Damn full with cuzzies vehicles.Woke up at around 8am,went over to grandma's house,ate whatever there is.BAsicalli done nothing,mum busy storie telling with all the veterans(grandma and her siblings).Something unwanted happened.My mak long unable to visit us at kampong as her area flood.My dad car cant go thru the flood but my uncle can.And im in my uncle's Trajet.I manage to take these photo.On the 9th dec,went to tangkak,mum busy shopping,while me and aunt busy eating fruits.hur hur..tiring actuali..cuz we have to make our way home at night.But nvm i can get my sleep during the journey.hee..
HAppy BIrthday to my beloved eleena.
Plans nearli went corrupted but thanks to deelove whu have saved the day..hee.
She managed to contact eleena's sister.
Plan reached to eleena's mum and she decided to cook on that day.
Babylove did join along,which never ever i had in mind that he would follow and join..ily!
The onli thing that proved me that the plan succeed was wen eleena cried like a small kid.
The moment that i cant forget my whole life.
On the 13th dec,went out with babylove.
Meet his friends and went out till late morning.We went to simpang bedok to had late dinner.yummy,thanks to him, i ate seafood fried rice.Wanted to take picture but its dark there.After that,babylove had no plan as he onli plan for the meal with his friends so...his fren planned that we went for bowling.Didnt want to play actuali as im shy.hee...but did play as i dun want to be "ngade2"..hee..im sporting but onli that i always had butterfly in stomach.haiz..
went back back at around 5 am.wow!!im dead if my mum noe.But no worries i knoe what im doing outside.hee...Went to werk at 8am...hur hur..old me..

Went out with babylove again on the 20th.Actuali the day before we met,and he slept over at his cuzzy house which is very near to my house that onli took 10minutes walk.hur hur..He fetched me after werk, and we went over to his house.Waited for his parents,we went out with them and had our dinner at jalan kayu.After that we went to his sis home,i just love the interaction and communication in his family.At around 8pm, we went to haji lane,meet up his secondary school frens.Meeting up old frens are really great.i was just imagining myself after 2 to 3 years and meet up with old frens.hmm...for sure we will burst into laughter the whole day.After that meet up his another group of frens and lepaks till around 2am.Getting close with them,lesser butterflies in the stomach..nice ppl i shud say..full of jokes,not nonsense.

BABYLOVE!!
Day by day my love towards you increased.The way u treat me was not expected by me.
Not once in my life,ive been this treated this way by my boyfriend.i hope this is not onli at the start of our relationship.Cut down maybe yesh,but i reali hope that it will not end totalli.Im happy with my life and the unexpected thing is that our one month went smoothli without realising that its alreadi a month.i do hope u like the card that i gave.I appreciate lots of the card that u gave me.Tho its not perfect to ur eyes but it is to me..for the ferst time i felt that im being appreciated..the onli fear that i have was "heartbroken"..
I knew that in the near years, u are afraid that my heart will go for others..But i will prove u wrung and take good care of our relatioship..i want us to stand together and do this together..
IM REALLI HAPPY RITE NOW!!

lots of happening things..

2008-12-20T19:22:00.004+08:00

Its been a long time since my last post.As ive said busy with work.LOts of things to be shared.

On the 12 dec,plan for eleena's birthday went smoothli.

NOt reali actuali,hee..last minute things done.What i know was the food that ive been waiting.All time favourite,FRIED CHICKEN!! But eleena did cried.Thats what we love.

This showed that we succeed.

Thank you to those whu join force..

-Eleena's sister-

-Eleena's mum-

-DEE-

-babylove-

-zee and bf-

-yudi-

My sissy lappy kinda of not werking the past weeks.Ive been werking in the morning,and meet babylove at nite.This is the onli chance im able to spend my time with hym everyday.He will be busy soon as the wont be having any long break after this.

We spent our time by meeting his friends and accompany his grandma.I feel so greatful and touched wen his mum bought me a bag.Unexpected!!

THank yOU!!

About work,i think the supervisor has got no brain.hee..She didnt give me any off,****ing thingy.When i requested for a day off, she will remind me that i cant ask for more.

HALOR!! IM PART TIME!! hee...

And about pay that i dyingli expected to get on the 18th but end up at the end of the month..ARGGHH!!

im reali out of idea.HEE.. too tired..mind not working..but no worries i will update asap.

Thanks to Babylove!

2008-12-05T00:16:00.005+08:00

~The tired us!!~
BUT STILL LOVING EACH OTHER!!

Eleenalove, Deelove and Zeelove...
Im missing you guys badly.I will try to make time on weekdays to meet up all of you.
DEE and ZEE, im looking forward for tmrw to meet u gerls since last week.
Eleena, i never forget you.Dear,i knoe what u are going thru rite now.Baby i noe u are strong,no matter how seldom we get to meet,i will always be there for yea baby.i love u dear..We meet on saturday okayy my love.MUACKZZ!!

Life are much more better for me rite now.I've found my prince, a job back (how i miss working life..) and beloved friends that never forget me.Having a job back realli ease my mind.I dun have to worry going out or buy food for myself.hahaha..gonna learn to shop with beloved ones soon.Ouh..i cant wait owning stuff that i always wanted.hur hur..Job okayy..work same place with my mum.A good thingy..Bf no need worry,mum no need worry.Worst i walked to werk that took me onli two minutes.hahak..life rite now are what ive been praying for..
weekdays busy with werk and beloved shakira..Weekends busy with boyfriend and beloved friends..

Babylove..
Thank you for wanting me for my attitude.. thankiu for appreciating me tho we have just known.The feeling rite now is unexplainable.Onli u knw how i feel and onli me know how u feel. Thank kiu for the stuff that u have done for me..the seat and the ring..No more stuff for me after this, please.. Being with u cuz we want what we want(u noe wat i mean).Not looks,not stuff but heart and attitude.I have learnt alot in the past and i will do the best in the present.Past is past..alot can be done for now..LOts more that we need to knoe.. Now that we've got what we want,we must work things out..hopefulli in the future any misunderstanding or anything can be solve..I appreciate each and everything that u have done for me..
-you gave me love
-you gave me your words
-you make things happen
-you accept me for my attitude
-you go along well with my friends
-you gave me trust
-you gave me your heart
I LOVE YOU BABYLOVE~!

sorry for late update..

2008-11-25T21:13:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog regularly..been busy wif werk and frens..

on the 20th..

Picture taken after werk. I've got a job. Worked with my mum. Nothing much to say about the work, but way far better than kfc. hee..sorry friends..Feel quite lazy though,it's been nearli a year i have not work. Cant wait for pay day..gotta lot of shopping to be done.hee..

went out with them..DEE,ELEENA and NORZIN..
We went to plaza singapura survey art stuff and gift..hee..secret2..
We went to jurong east after that at around 8pm,me and eleena went to our port..(*wink* to eleena), while dee and norzin went to teban.Dee meeting her bf and norzin went to his aunt's house..Great time spent wif eleena..pity her not feeling good on that day..muacks baby!
Went off at 9pm,working2 tmrw at 10am..hee..on the 22nd...
Done nothing on the day before..tired werking i guess..hee..
Met fadhli for the ferst time and thats hym..We met up and followed hym to Jln besar to do his seat.Then we went to cineleisure,had our lunch at 2pm .At 5pm, met dee and finy, we hang ard at esplanade.The moment that i've wanted,went out wif my fren and hang ard together wif my bf..hee..we've done alot today meet his whole family members(an unexpected !!)..

on the 23nov..
Happy Birthday Farah!!
muacks!!
A new fren of mine..hee..
And the rest too...thank kiu to fadhli..
celebrate her bdae at yishun damp..

on the 24nov..
before werk, i met fadhli at 1230am..We sat at bukit panjang park, spent our time together..
i start werk at 5pm till 9pm..
hmmm....dun feel that tired cuz not many ppl..hur hur...

today..
werk2..
met dee at bukit panjang plaza..
ard 330pm..
tired2... lazy2..

Thats all..nid my sleep...
muacksz!!

Long weekend..

2008-11-19T12:04:00.006+08:00

141108
the last person im with a day before i went to melaka. Me,dee,zee,eleena and finy went to bugis for walk2,we had our relaxing day onli tat day.Free from everything,o level over,prom nite over.
Time to rest..

Met hym, the hurting part is that he show me nothing that he will be missing me.I have the urge that we cant be together.Its not that because i have someone else.Its onli that i know his characteristic well and his attitude.Cuz i had a fren whom birthday falls on the same date.Therefore, i knew that we can onli be frens.i try to gain the feelings that i used to feel wen im wif my bf.But i cant. He dun knoe wat i want.Worst the answer that he gave me wen i asked why he like me was quite lame.But all this while, im happy that we spent our time well, knowing each other.151108 to 171108
Went to melaka to fetch my aunt's family and the veternas(grandma and her siblings..haha).
We had a wedding invitation at kl.We set off to kl on sunday and return back to melaka.Went to tangkak on monday, mum shopping.I bought nothing.Too busy with handphone.haha.

He never take any intiative to contact me or ask me how to contact me the day before i went to melaka.From the very start i knew that he is not the guy that i want.He can onli be my friend.Though he treat me as his gerl.But i still dun feel easy and cant communicate well with him like how i want it to be.We can onli be frens.He dun take things seriousli most of the time.And i knoe his attitude quite well as a fren of mine had his bdae same date with him.Thanks to my fren.I know that its realli hard for hym to forget his past.Its ok i understand.i do hope we can be frens.Maybe this is why i didnt mention his name in my blog.

FADHLI
i've known him two day before my prom nite.We had conversation over the phone and text.i've known him long before only that we didnt contact each other because i gave him too many reason.Sorry..Atleast he gave me factors and support of why he wants me.i will just wait and see.With him im able to be myself and feel easy talking to him.I just hope that this is the last person im going to date with.As after this i will be very busy.181108
Ferst person i met after i came back from melaka.Went to imm had my onli meal with her at ljs.Yummy..we sat at the rooftop till 9 pm.Lot of things to update.I hope one day she will tell everione.haiyo this gerl huh..bluek!

Onli fad contact me before ,while im there in melaka and once i came back.Till now he didnt contact me.I will just wait and see if he contact me.But i just got the feeling that he wont.

On the way back i talked with fad on the phone.Fad never fail to make me smile while on the phone.Thank kiu!!191108

I woke at 8am.WOW! i dun usually woke up early.i need to go for an interview at my mum workplace at 10am.its located two blocks away from home.haha.and for sure i got the job.Im starting my training tmrw.yeah! Picture was taken after i had my interview.haha.i start to type out this post but keep till nite.

At around 5pm,dee came over to bukit panjang.She missed me!! hee..we went to buy drinks and sit under the void deck beside my block.Both were hungry,so we decided to buy maggi at greenridge and ate them under the void deck.At around 7pm,finy arrived.We sat and talk2 till 10pm.As i want to talk with someone on the phone.hee..*wink*basically we meet up to update anything that we have missed out during the weekend.

Talked to fad on the phone for awhile,more on planning about our weekend.Just cant for saturday..hmm,what will happen??tho i do have some hint.hur hur..
i guessmany must be wondering why i did mention the previous person name but him.Sooner or later everyone will understand.for now onli me..

Many apologies to anyone that read my post.Im sorry if its too boring..i will try to improve..

taking caring...bubye!!

prom nite was awesome!!

2008-11-14T13:55:00.002+08:00

Dee and me make our way there at around 6. We took a cab there. Reached there, yudi was standing at the entrance. We waited for eleena,fuzah,hanis and huda at the entrance.Went up together and saw each and everyone looking gorgeous and fantastic.wow! i feel myself like as im dreaming..haha..

In tha ballroom,we are able to sit aniwhere we like,thats good!On the same table there are nadia,huda,anis,me,dee,eleena,fuzah,shyda and wawa.We had fun sitting together. Enjoy ourself with the games that they had. But quite stupid,asking us to rush with our dresses on.I will always enjoy my food.hur hur..thats the reason im big.

kayy,for the most shocking thingy,im nominated for the prom queen.its really shocking.Honestly,i expected that,my friends will get nominated because they are small sizes and look gorgeous.SERIOUSLI!!At the point of time when they are announcing the the nominated proms. I was halfway walking towards the toilet,together with dee,eleena and hanis.We stop at the entrance to wait for the announcement.But i urgently pull dee to go to the toilet.But they were standing still.Haiyo!My name was called after anisah name.shocked!Im speechless.Went up the stage.The urge to go toilet increased!haha..We were asked to ance or sing with our partner.But of course,i wuld rather dance.The fucking thing,im a stagefright!
arghhhh!!!the dance didnt go well cuz im too nervous and that guy nervous too.hur hur.ok.and the result for the prom queen is not me, of course.Its anisah(CONGRATULATION!!).

I guess, yesterday was my day,i got the 2nd prize for lucky draw.Its a creative mp3.HEEEE...
its my favourite number.hur hur,thanks to my lucky draw number,79.

He took me after that,i change into my clothes.We went to alazhar to have our supper.im hungry.cuz didnt get to eat peacefulli,hahak.went home at about one.HE werk in the morning..But thank kiu soo much fer fetching me.I appreciate it alot.THo u never say anithink wen u meet me.(BLUEK!!majok uhh!! tapi tetap syg die..)

abg,ive taken the pic.haha...another dress i knoe.

thats all fer now..too long alreadi...take care dear love ones...muacks!